whoa i noe imnot supposed to say this but

fuck i screwed up my prelims.
haha. my higheest was like only an a2 and my worse was a d7.
so i was depressed. too depressed to talk.
until kevin did.he oso screwed up his prelim 1. he gort like 33. but at least he got prelim 2.
but he said the teachers were gonna kill them for the last time. haha. den he was like

never mind la. prelims only. its like to gauge where u stand and for u to chiong!. haha
yah but i stand to lose out cause i cant go for first 3 weeks of jc. like crap right?
haha. nvm la. i oso think i'll screw up. den if that happens i think i'll go for tour for first 3 weeks lo. hahha
serious tour?
ya lar ya lar tour lo. haha.
ok. then i'll go korea!. but if first 3 weeks then i'll be going alone =(. haha
ehh. japan? =). i also want to go KOREA. never mind lar. i go with u. hahhaa lol
huh?. ok. see ur results first la. so u'll be screwing up right?
haha. see first la. i dont think i'll be able to make it for the first 3 weeks. haha. so yah. screw up lo.. go korea.xD
eeyer. like that also can. haha.
how come u screw up?. i thought your studies very good?.
dunno lar. my chem. like sai!
haha. lol. ok la. i'll help u the best i can.
really? i dont insist. haha thanks anyway.
nah no problemo.anyway u'll help me emaths right?. haha
yah sure sure.
aiyah cheer up la ok?. see my prelims first. haha
haha. okok thanks!. call davin screw up also.
ok!. hahah. then 3 of us can go together!. hahha

hais. damn sad lar. but i must press on and hais. i'll have to sacrifice EVERYTHING.
i dont think i'll be studying outside anymore.