the other side of me~

they say the gress is always greener in somebody else's place
i so agree with that saying.. aniway.. today my topic will be the other side of me..i dunno why but i feel so sick of ppl thinking the me who is nto actually me] ok fine TOK COK. haha.. man.. i feel like i just cried inside..
oh yeh. no one noes if im realli sad or anitink.. unless which is when i cry tho~.. o.0".. but actually ya.. i do feel sad most of the time.. jus that i keep it inside.. i dunno why but i cant let it out.. oh.. sometimes i let it out by luffin it out.. thats why u always see me happi.. oh u din noe.. wow..
ok. NO. im not havin pms or anitink la.. but i jus hate it la..

well some people dont noe if they have hurt other people's feeling.. i think tts so stupid.. ok.. i noe i have hurt a lot of people.. im jus so tired of being nice..

well on the other hand.. being bad is so lame.. damn whatever!!.. arggghhhggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh
im the type who dwells on my troubles.. yeh..i noe tts stupid.. but tts me and u cant change me.. im not sorry or anitink.. u were not always there for me.. i just keep my mth shut until i noe when the time comes.. i don always tell my problem to anione..im not the type who goes arnd celebrating my victory or cry in front of people when i dont get what i wantt.
well. i usually don get what i want..tts y im sick of bein.. i dunno how to explain.. aniwae.. yeh

the otehr side.. i noe i lame..
hais.. so stupid.. arggghhh


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